Sitting still

I want to be able to sit  
Sit still  
Sit without being bothered  
Without thoughts appearing unprompted like the keyboard auto suggest  
Sit without thoughts  
Or maybe sit with just a single thought  
Sit and listen to the birds  
Listen to all the birds  
Yet discern each & everyone separately  
Sit at ease  
Sit unbothered  
Sit without worrying about making it big  
Sit without feeling like a loser  
Sit without any pride  
Not either with any contentment  
Just sit  
Sit like a log  
Like a log that's decaying  
Allowing things to happen to it  
But is it really decaying?  
Is it just becoming part of something bigger?  
Sit like how I am sitting now  
Sit immersed  
Sit while putting the thoughts at ease  
Just sit